Was busy with dad's funeral last week+ those praying sessions.
My views of my dad changed a little.
Regrets felt but it is too late for any actions.
Glad that at least he leave us peacefully and not in pain.
Definitely will be feeling sad but need to accept the truth.. harsh fact of life. Death is part of life.
I also learnt something from this:
Money that ought to be spend, spend it. Money can always be earned back in future. My family decided not to bother so much abt the $$ but spend on the necessary things to our best limits. Money can always come back to you in future.
Your loved ones cant. Once they leave this world, the only thing that remains is your memories of them.
Perhaps some photos. Regret that i dont have a complete photo of my dad. We hardly took any.

Looking ahead of my life.. there are some amendments which i think i need to make.
Maybe i needed to delay my changing of job til next yr after i got my final result. In that case, i can get my yr end bonus and clock few more mths to my experience (i think it looks better on my resume too)
The year end bonus now is impt as it ease my slight financial constraints.

I sincerely thanks those who had shown concern abt my well being.
It is a great feeling to know i still have lots of friends and relatives who cares abt Johnson.
Tml report back office for half day.
Need to plan my leave wisely as most will be used up by the mutiple praying sessions needed for the deceased.

Thanks all my friends. I had gotten over the incident and become a stronger person.
I am very fine now, no worries.
Please love, treasure and care for those around you before it is too late.
You nvr know what happens tml.

Dragon Roared @ 1:50 PM