Saturday was my 1st duty.
Craps. The transport in already made me v fed up.
No shutter bus into camp. Public bus, the Q was darn long.
Duty was still alright.
Need to learn all over again like a OJT (On the Job Training)
Luckily i hold rank else i sure kanna terkan like siao..
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Feels hard to socialise with them.
Perhaps it is because they already bonded up and i seemed to be a outcast.
Well, hope as time goes by i can gel with them well bah.

My main focus now is on my upcoming exam.
Very very important.
Getting >75 for my F9 paper will ease my way to get a 1st class hons degree.
I am aiming for that.
75 is really a high target .. i need to work extra hard to achieve that.
At the same time i cannot neglect P1 module and fail it.
My leave shouldnt be a problem.
I need to do well!!
Stress.

Stressful period of my life:
High exam target to achieve.
New shipboard knowledge to learn
Need adapt to new working envt.
Pick up my knowledge on system
Gel with new colleagues.

Am i weak at communicating?
I feel that i am.
Do i keep feelings unrevealed?
dunno.
Tink i should speak up more and be more socialise as well as communicate my thoughts.

Dragon Roared @ 12:03 AM