One Dragon

Back from a tiring n suxs sailing ..
The sea state is bad .. the ship rock like a pendulum .. n so is my brain.
Nearly puke but din =P

Adding on to my last entry .. i am .. pretty stressful now.
Rate my stress level 8/10
Why?
My naval test is on Wed .. so much to study yet no time.. no mood .. no heart to.
Onboard ship i still have my Tech duty to master so that i am certified to do duty. Not as easy and very great responsibility on my shoulder. One mistake may cause the whole the generator to explode ... may causes fire .. and many other consequences. Let alone the money.
Got my ACCA to catch up
1. Financial report is alright but need lots of practise. The feeling of opening the book and start revising is a tough hurdle to overcome. Nevertheless, i started a bit today. Wondering if i wanna take up the revision classes which is $80?
2. Audit is very dry module with mainly theory. Not so bad because i covered the 1st book already. Still have book 2 to go. Gonna start reading soon.
Still need to plan time for family .. for Dear.. Nowadays i also hardly at home.
So long din go out with buddies they all, sorry guys.. if free we organise a gathering again.
At work, i am now mid management in my department. No longer the past when i listen and just do. Now i need to consider bigger pictures and guide my junior.

Really looking forward to my Sept holiday!
Holiday because ship is in yard. No sailing only duty.
Holiday because i am going to Koh Samui. To relax and just enjoy myself.. away from the stressful life in Spore.

What is love?
A hard defination that isnt the same as in the dictionary.
Do i love enough?
I tried. Try to allocate time for love in the midst of all other 'thugs' who are trying to rob my time. Try to do whatever i can so that love can be felt.
:
Love is a sophisticated item .. feeling ... emotions .. whatever you group it under.
I am still trying to understand what is the meaning of love .. give love as a whole .. commitment and much more 'things' that tag along.

Feeling feverish .. feeling tired.. Am i stressing myself too much?
Am i running the 'Johnson Machine' overtime?
Am i loading the 'machine' with too much load?
:
How can a human be compared to a machine??
I am a human.
But there are times when a human are just like a machine in this society.. work work work~

Labels: Time not enough

Dragon Roared @ 5:54 PM

Likes:
*Soccer, Man Utd
*Swimming
*Cycling out on my bicycle
*Sentosa / Beaches, Like the sand,sea and the sun.
*Music. Cant live w/o them. My ipod n iTunes r my fav music companions
*To drive but dun own a car. My goal to own one 3 to 4 yrs time.
Dislike:
*Waiting for ppl who r late. Waste of my life
*Being restricted or follow strictly to rules. Freedom is me. I m a sagittaurus remember!
*People who r proud n selfish !!