Today was a tired day.. mentally and physically.
Physically cos i only slpt 5+hrs after a long chat with my Financial agent before i slept.
Mentally cos there was unhappiness going on between gf and I today.
A happy day turns ugly but resolved around evening.

We had booked our hotel and flight to Koh Samui.
O Sept is the holiday season for Thailand!! Gain something today.
Hope we can get our hotel smoothly and able to fly there to enjoy, relax and enjoy the sunshine.
Away from concrete jungles and skyscrapers ...
Away from stress of work..
Away from Singaporeans and see more foreigners and Thais

Money
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What is money to you?
A piece of papers as a consideration for transactions?
A useless paper which value is what it is exchanged for?
In my eye, i value money as very important!
Why?
Grown up from a poor (or not so well-being) family.. I could see how hard my parents work to send me to sch.
Send my brother to sch.
I learnt how to save up when i am around 7-8yrs old. Save up the Ang Pow money.
I counted my money at 2-3days interval. Yes i do that, to make sure my money is still around.
I did that when i am young.. maybe primary sch.
As i gone into higher education.. i can hear mum say that she had not much savings left cos most are expensed or perhaps invested in brother and my education.
Sad but i appreciate.
THAT is one of the main reason why i do not pursue my Uni.. NTU NUS SMU etc..
U think i dont want to go Uni? I want to but i need to earn income for my family.. to support my family .. a 2nd support in case the main pillar fell.
If my family is well-off, u think i will be in the Navy now? No chance.
Therefore, i work, i save, i planned and i aimed to get my degree in private school.
MONEY .. is very very important to me. But i wont betray my friend nor loved ones because of it.
Ask me why i can fork out 50bucks for a bet on soccer? ...
Ask me why i cant fork out 200bucks for a holiday trip?...
I guess it is the amount .. the returns ..
I dont like people owing me money because i experience bad debts before.
I dont like lending people money because i hate the feeling of chasing it back.
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I would keep my liquid cash in bank above a buffer .. else i will worry
I would try to save as much as i can but in some areas it is harder to control.
Why hang on to the $$ so tight?
Because of the future.. i anticipated that i may not have sufficient amount for marriage ..
i forsee that i may not have sufficient amount if i do further my studies..
my family..
my child ..
house..
The list is endless ...

$$$ isnt everything but without it .. u can be nothing.

Need to catch up with my studies .. lots of read up and practising
Need to learn technical hands-on for tech duty..
Need to study for Naval test..
Need to have time for loved ones..
Need to relax and play my games..
But i hardly had time after i reach home from work.
Wish i am a tireless human who dont nid a single sleep.
Time is important.

Tml sailing .. Time to sleep.
Manage ur time well .. be efficient.

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