One Dragon

Aiyoz gonna spend money soon again cos my Monitor is going to "up the lorry". When i power up it keep having lines and affects the whole screen from time to time .. 15sec can read 15 sec cannot. V irritating but after an hr power up its oki again just like now i m blogging. So technically i cant say it is totally down.
But well for me not get so fed up n can use immediately upon booting up i guess i gonna buy a new Samsung LCD monitor. Dont wan to spend the money de cos this month is really overbudget considering Enrole for ACCA courses, insurance policy yearly payment and some others ..
But i already delay the buying of Monitor for half a year when i had the urge to do so in the past. It served me 6yrs le .. so i guess its time.

This week is alright for me .. relax still in Workshop but gaining lots of hands-on experience.
Wanted to take IPPT ytd but the slot isnt enough for us .. there were almost 150 ppl waiting for 120slots. Looking on the bright side, i still have til Wed to train up for it =)

Evening heading out for dinner with Dear and her friends .. Sinful .. I am getting fat =P
(Entry b4 getting my monitor)
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Got my LCD monitor 19" at $395 =) Really happy abit it n i like the design of my monitor v much =) Moreover it is now bigger than my CRT.. Darn happy~
O well but happiness dun last long .. sadly this is the fact. Murphy's Law.
Dinner was fine n nice meal .. walk ard n sat down for some coffee n cake. Nice mud pie.
After the bye-bye was exchanged, everyone dispersed and head home. The sadness begins due to a different in opinion.
From then, i m pissed. Real pissed. My heart shouted, "I m jz trying to create a joke, a fun, a laughter jz like others who did"
"I cant? No la i am stupid fool man.. dun be so dumb can or not"
"Well, looks like others can make ppl laugh so happily while watever i do is jz like a fool"
"Even my only 1 try is being pinned down"
"Forget it .. yea yea i m a dumbo stupid fucker then .. ... "

I also believe more in Laws Of Attraction.
When u feel bad or when u feels like u are not gonna enjoy it .. it attracts. It attracts all those unwanted unhappiness towards u. Those who believe in having fun will attracts the happiness.
A fair world. A 50% v. happy day .. 50% screwed up day.

O well o well .. i tink tml is gonna be a fun morning play soccer with my friends. No rain pls .. else i gonna be damn fucking demoralise. The rest of the day .. o well .. god noes.

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Dragon Roared @ 10:51 AM