I m not 100% nice
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I preferred living with my true self not living with a mask on! I admit i m nice, soft n helpful to everyone. Why? Cos i know how 2 control my anger n unhappiness that whenever i m :( i will unwillingly take out the "Smiling" mask n put in on. I dun wan 2 others to b :( bcos of me. I wan them live a smiling day. However sometimes i juz dun wan 2 use the mask, end up my mood will go haywire like a machine gun spraying ard. Sometimes i think i shouldnt b so nice 2 every1 tt they take me as some1 who can bully or 'eat' me. When i get angry/bad mood i m really nasty especially with my words. Wats e pt of being so nice such tat i had to please others even though i nt in the mood. I m not a saint remember, i m juz Johnson, i dun go ard pleasing everyone. Who please me then??
When u punch others u dun feel how is it like or taste its pain til the person box u back with the same strength. An eye for an eye. Fair n Square.
When the storm come, it hits me with full force.
When the sun come, i enjoyed every rays it shines on me.
When i create the storm, i m drenched b4 i enjoy the Rays.
When i enjoy the shine, the storm are juz insignificant.
Lots of thoughts flash my mind, a storm inside me n i m breathing out heavily. Too much thoughts but dun wan pour all out now cos ... maybe i m thinking 2 much .. Wil b fine soon!
Dragon Roared @ 7:33 PM
Likes:
*Soccer, Man Utd
*Swimming
*Cycling out on my bicycle
*Sentosa / Beaches, Like the sand,sea and the sun.
*Music. Cant live w/o them. My ipod n iTunes r my fav music companions
*To drive but dun own a car. My goal to own one 3 to 4 yrs time.
Dislike:
*Waiting for ppl who r late. Waste of my life
*Being restricted or follow strictly to rules. Freedom is me. I m a sagittaurus remember!
*People who r proud n selfish !!
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